I See Myself In My Mind

No one knew I was breathing
No one cared I was screaming
Now all alone my heart bets
Buried six feet under

Intrigues and fear
Dangerous mix
That's what got me
Lying here

I scratch, nails break off
I punch, knuckles juice
I scream, but I got no air left
Oh god, is this is how it ends?

I said no
Shoulda yes
Club to head
Hole in backyard

How did I deserve this?
I tried to be good man
But look how I got here
Is there no justice?

Police came
Dug me up
Medics drove me
To asylum!

Did I dig that hole?
Did I bury myself?
What is happening to me?
Why am I so clean?

Haloperidol returns me
To my normal state.
Two years in a making
I am still a creep.