Exquisite Ode To Deranged Mind

I'm arranged by a lunatic
Deranged by you
I live where buses don't run
I don't have a full house of Jacks.

But I'm happy
No wait, I'm sad
Actually, I don't know
I just am.

I'm a riddle too strong
I'm a sealed coffin
My dreams are more vivid
Than this hole called life

_{Boxes attack brains from bags
Got you! I am the cranium.}
But I see clearly what's happening
No mask can hide the truth

I live for last second
I die for the first breath
Something seems wrong?
I don't think so.