I Don't Want To Hate Anymore

Rain gently caressed my skin
I looked up at the bleak sky
Anger and hatred still fuming
Rain can't extinguish flame

I felt the bleakness in me
It felt so warm so real
Better than so called friends
Ones who stabbed my back

Times have gone, I have changed
They are still the same
Grinning laughing, feeling good
I just laugh, hold my head high

But still this fire burns inside
It's an itch I can't scratch
It's like a mosquito for amputee
I see their faces, I smile

I wish I could let my anger out
I wish I could express my hate
But I am too smart for that
And rain won't forgive

Rain has ended, Sun has risen
Oh the fog, oh the dew
Learn me to forgive
By giving me advice

Or else I am consumed
By my black friends
My emotions are destroying
My health and mind

This bleak period will end
I will stand in forest
It will help me, it must
I really hope it will