Cleansing The Soul

I want to eat the sun
I want to burn my tongue
Don't want to feel no more
Horrid taste of you

I cleansed my self in flames
Yet I am still dirty
I cried for days in vain
Your ghost still haunts

Hatred is not the option
But I still do
Life as I knew it then
Long gone in my craze

Just give me that one chance
To end your life
You still owe that to me
Let me knife you like a pig

I will feel guilty
I will cry for you
But you will be gone
And that's what matters

I will cleanse my self until
You decide to die
I can't make you do it
Please wish your life away

Give me that dagger
I will do the job
I won't blink, I won't twitch
I wanna see you

I was ready to burn my tongue
Just to get rid off you
Now I know what to do
I will end your life

I am ready, I am stalking
I am looking for you my child
Sun looming over my head
It sees my bad deeds, and nods

I wait besides your window for days
I count your hair, I count your money
I see your every move
I love the way you smile

But knife in my hand is twitching
It cries for vengeance from the grave
I must give it satisfaction
Even though I love you now

I lurk in shadow of night
I hide in sight at day
Suddenly a hand from behind
Grabs and smothers you

Finally I am here
I am ready to do it
This will end here and now
Goodbye my love

No please don't cry
Just shut up you Snake!
Your venom is powerless
I have immunity

I raise the knife above your breasts
I bring it down with rage and love
It tears through your ribcage
Lodges itself in lungs

I break down and cry
I drink your blood and feast
Nothing left for me to do
But to say goodbye myself